failure

Keep the party going...

I almost failed my new endeavor right out of the gate. Day 2 of having a blog and writing in it every day and I nearly forgot. I had thought of it several times during the day, and even had it open already so that this post took very little effort to start once I realized that it had to be done. Luckily I remembered just before I fell asleep, and was logical enough to resist my laziness and not put it off until tomorrow. If I'm going to do this I need to really do this... I cannot have any excuses to not write something every day. There may be legitimate excuses for not being able to post every day, but I should not allow anything to prevent me from writing at least something that I observed. 

Today I suffered from an extreme case of lack of motivation. I managed to push through enough to get some cleaning done in my room, but the effort was surely lacking. Both of these go to show that my habits are outrageously unhealthy. So the process of change must begin now. Tomorrow I will wake up to my alarm at 5:40, I will feed the dogs their breakfast, then I will exercise some and listen to a news podcast or two and not allow myself to get back into bed. I will also pull this up to write a post in morning to get myself doing something. Perhaps I will write a poem or short story to get the creative juices flowing again, the specifics I cannot be sure of yet, but I will post something in the morning to prove to myself that I am not a failure...

Until then, goodnight...